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JS’s Birth

JS’s EDD was 8/12/2002. One week before the EDD, I went for my routine check with my gynae. At that time I was already 1 1/2cm dilated. Gynae said I might go into labour any time, else I should visit him again a week later. My gynae was also suppose to be away for his annual holiday few days after my EDD. If my baby decided to come later, I would have to have another gynae (my gynae’s friend) to deliver my baby. Worried, because I really hope not to be attended by someone I’m unfamiliar to.

Being first time expecting and not knowing what to expect we took in our gynae’s words, we waited and waited for one week looking for sign of labour . But really there were no sign of labour, not even Braxton Hicks. I really thought that this pregnancy will never end. Worried if something might gone wrong…

Hubby and me had moved in to in-laws place 2 weeks before EDD, because I was suppose to have my confinement there and in-laws house is much much nearer to the hospital.

8/12/2002, still remembered it’s a Sunday, and it’s Raya (both my kids born during the Hari Raya period). Woke up at 4.30 am by some slight cramp on my lower back. Wasn’t sure if it’s a sign of labour. Anyhow, woke hubby up and we started to time the cramp. (Mum told me that from my grandma to aunts, all never experience bad tummy pain during labour like shown on TV, only back cramp, so I shall look for the sign) It’s not contraction, just light cramp that comes and goes. It was not even regular.

5.30am, the cramp became stronger and we started timing it again. Still no regular pattern but much more frequent. I told hubby we could wait before heading to the hospital because of what I’ve read from book that it might take some time for real labour to kick start. But hubby was worried. He said ” If you don’t care of your own safety, think of the baby” (first time father..extremely “kan cheong” Ok..he won, decided to just check into the hospital, so off I went to shower and wash my hair (imagine can’t wash hair for 1 month after that) and I had a “show” during shower, we then went downstair to have light breakfast before leaving the house. After breakfast, I was still trying to drag not to go to the hospital so early, so we went to lie on the bed again and we FELL ASLEEP. Didn’t wake up until 8.30am.

Hubby decided we should really head for the hospital, but before that, on the way, we went to the coffeeshop for noodle breakfast. I still got light cramp, but bearable. Then we noticed we left out something that we have not packed, so off we went to Giant Hypermarket at USJ to do last minute shopping. Cramp increased, but still able to walk and shop. Walking at the hypermarket with light cramp that comes and goes supporting my very big bump with my hands, I must have made a scene.

10am checked into the hospital. Nurse strapped me onto the fetal monitoring system. Contraction detected by the machine was mild and irregular. Baby’s heartbeat was like a galloping sound of the horse. Fast & Furious. Was strapped on for 1/2 hour. Only 2 1/2 cm dilated at that time. Enema was given at about 11am. Lunch provided, but nurse said “Dont eat too much, else you will poo during labour and you have already been given enema”

Really no idea how long this would take. Hubby gone home for lunch, was alone in labour room. Bored. Trying to walk about really hard to past time with the cramp peaking. Later I was strapped to the fetal monitor again. It was really discomfort lying on my back. Asked to have the strapped release so I could lie in a much comfortable position. Nurse said “No, the doctor say must monitor. We don’t want anything to happen to the baby”. Again I have to obliged. But they did take it off for a while after that for the rest of the afternoon I have been strapped up.

Dilation was slow. During one check in the afternoon I was only 3cm dilated, but my water bag ruptured during the internal check, the pain increased. The nurse didn’t purposely ruptured the water bag, it was just coincidently happened the same time during the internal check. Nurse asked if I wanted any pain killer, I said no. Nurse said I still can ask for one if I find the pain unbearable as long as it’s not over 8cm dilated. They offered pethidine.

The pain at the lower abdomen became more unbearable. It was already late afternoon. I have not seen the doc. Nurse said the doc will only come when I’m in labour, but they have updated the doc on my progress. I asked for pethidine when I was 6cm dilated. After that, I fell asleep. Drifting in and out of sleep throughout the rest of the afternoon, the pain felt distant but still I can feel it. Cant remember much after that.

I only remembered that I was ready to push somewhere near to 9cm and the time was 7pm. I remembered shouting “Where is the doctor? I don’t want to push now, my doctor not here yet” Nurse laughed and said it would be too late to push when the doc arrived, doc doesnt like to come in early and wait. Again been a first time mum, I just followed whatever been told. Again I don’t remember much after that. Only knew my doctor came in from no where asking me how I was coping. Of course I was in pain and couldnt really reply. But I could quickly remind him again loud and clear I wanted a local anaesthetic for episotomy (mum told me that it isn’t necessary because I wont feel the pain and told me she didn’t have any for her 2 deliveries, so I had to make sure I have mine, because I really hate the idea of being cut and stitch). The doc put on a plastic apron and those fishmonger boots in the labour room.

For the next 1/2 hour from 7pm it was just push push push, push harder. “I can see the head, push harder, but the baby didn’t want to come out”. I heard the doc mentioned a term to the nurse (can’t remember now, it’s about the position of the baby) baby was head down, but the face was facing side way and didn’t rotate correctly so he decided to use ventouse (vacum suction), hubby was with me all the time, but I cant remember what I did or said to him. I think it’s the effect of Pethidine. He was very brave with all the bloody scene, he even look at it and told me he can see the baby’s head crowning and encourage me to push harder. JS was born at 7.35pm. Was just too tired, I didn’t even want to hold the baby when they offered because I felt weak and wobbly. I was kept at the labour room longer because of the excessive bleeding and I hate the nurse “digging” to clean the womb. It was real discomfort.

I was sent to the ward 2 hour after delivery. Parents were already outside waiting for me. Hospital provided dinner and I was hungry. So I wobbled up the meal but right away threw up again, maybe because of the effect of the medicine. We stayed at the hospital for 3D2N.

Birth Of WH

WH’s EDD was early Nov. I had my routine check up with my gynae on 18th Oct 2004, at that time I was already 2cm dilated, again gynae said “ANYTIME”. After the first experience, I knew that the anytime could be one week later, anyhow I had another scheduled checkup with him a week later.

That weekend I moved in to my in-law, because I was alone with JS, hubby working outstation. Didn’t want to take the risk to stay alone just in case I go into labour and with no help and moreover I was already 2cm dilated.

25th Oct, it’s a Monday, that morning hubby has gone back to work in another town after the weekend with us, PIL sent me to the clinic for my checkup, this time again, my gynae had plan to go away for a holiday in a few days time, whatever came later than that will be attended by his friend. Asked him how come I haven’t gone into labour, during the check it was still 2cm. No other sign of labour. He was very confident to answer me “No worries, it will be this 2 days, I might be even seeing you tonight!” (Was thinking to myself, such a ‘joker’ you are)

After the check, we went for lunch at a nearby restaurant and later we went to check out SIL’s new house which was still under last phase of renovation. Still able to carry JS at that time to walk about. (JS was and still is very very attached to me) Book said dont carry heavy things during pregnancy, but I have been carrying JS until the very last moment of pregnancy with WH. In fact I have no choice because I was alone with JS most of the time.

After all the activities, gone back to in-laws place for JS to nap. Bathed her and happily snapped a set of her pictures.

I fell asleep together with JS. At about 4.30pm, woke up with a light cramp on my lower back. Again it was irregular. It was so faint that it’s hardly felt. I thought it was a false alarm. SMS-ed hubby though, still undecided whether it was necessary for him to come home. Told him I will update him again later if the cramp become worst. After that I went about with my normal activities at home, playing with JS after she woke up and SIL also visited us at in-laws place to check on us. Told her that I might be in labour but not too sure.

Still very hesistant about going to the hospital. I can feel the cramp more by late evening but I can still carry out all the activities. This time round I’ve decided I should check into the hospital after JS’s dinner and hubby also decided to come back to check on us after he finishes work. Prepared JS dinner and wanted to feed her at 6.30pm after my shower, wanted to make sure she has eaten before I left. But while I was heating up her dinner, my water bag burst together with a “show”. I knew I couldn’t wait any longer. MIL took over taking care of JS while I went to fetch my stuff and have something light to munch.

SIL and FIL sent me to the hospital about 5 min drive away. Reached there about 7pm. SIL dropped me off at the lobby and went to look for parking. I remembered 1/2 running and 1/2 walking up to the labour ward, FIL was following behind, he has weak knees and limping and couldn’t quite catch up, I was in a hurry that I have forgotten about my FIL following behind me. I stopped for a moment to look back only to see him waved for me to go ahead and not to wait for him. And the guard at the concierge asked if I needed a wheel chair, trying to be strong and “gungho”, I said NO.

Went upstairs, still panting for breath because I walked so fast, calmly shown the nurse my admission letter and told them my water bag burst and was 2cm dilated in the morning. They assigned a labour room near the nurse station for me.

Once I entered the room, it was so freezing cold in there that I almost threw up due to the chilled, nurse raised the air con temperature for me, nurse handed the hospital gown for me to change into. I was again strapped to the machine to monitor the contraction and baby’s heartbeat. This time round it was just 1/2 hour and I was free to move. Nurse handed in my bag which SIL brought up for me. They were not allowed into the labour ward. Went out to check for them, but FIL and SIL has gone home, I was left alone. Roamed about a little bit and decided to go back to the room. Bored. Tried to watch TV. Still no unbearable pain. Heard hubby’s voice and went out to check. Hubby finally arrived at 8.30pm after a good shower, dinner and after watching News on TV at home. It took him 1 hour to travel from work place to home. (See..that’s my man….taking his own sweet time to come when I was bored alone for more than 1 hour).

We settled down in the room abit and then decided to “keh poh” with the nurse. We went to the nurse station to chat with the nurses. Nurse said they have already informed my gynae and if I still haven’t delivered during the night, doc would have to induce me the next morning. OK..whatever. Hubby jokingly asked the nurse if there’s a Pool Table to past time. We were wondering how we could past the long long night waiting for baby to arrive. Nurse also said if my pain started to be unbearable I shall stop walking and lie on the bed.

We were bored, really bored, and we went back to the room again not knowing what to do. 8.50pm, felt the pain while I was still roaming about in the room chatting with hubby, but the pain started to peak and I already cannot make sense of what we were talking. All he said to me was just sound passing in my ears. So I took the nurse advise and climb to the bed. The pain became more instense. Told hubby “Very pain lah”

Hubby:” you want me to call the nurse?” ME: “NO need” (but was still quite fickled minded) ME: OK lah..just call the nurse.

Nurse came and asked me how I felt. I said pain. Nurse: “OK, wait a minute, let me check then I will give you enema” After the internal check, I could see the shock in the nurse’s face, “Oooh..you are already 8cm dilated. No time for enema. I go get everything ready and call the doctor” (Imagine the chaos I’ve caused, they didn’t expect me to go into labour in such a short notice) I said “ I want pethidine” Nurse: “No you can’t, you already 8cm dilated” ME: “Last time can, last time nurse said until 8cm still can” Nurse: “2nd time and 1st time different. 2nd time until 7cm only, I give you gas” So I was given entonox. But due to not knowing how to breath in properly through the mask, the entonox didn’t had any effect on me until the end of the trasition when I mastered the breathing. However soon after that it has got to be taken away, because it was time to push. I yelled “I feel like want to pangsai (poo), I want to push already” I can feel the pressure pushing down my lower abdomen, the feeling like wanted to poo badly but nurse checked and said no, not yet, only 9cm dilated. If I start pushing then, my cervix would be swollen and already got sign of swelling. I was also worried that the doc couldn’t make it on time, I checked again with the midwife if the doc has arrived, Nurse “Doc is outside already” (The doc must be staying nearby the hospital to be in there is such short notice)

Doc came in, I straight away asked for local anaesthetic for the episiotomy. I was feeling very hot and heated at that time. Real burning sensation all over my body, my lips were dry, I screamed “I’m very hot, very hot, I want water”, but not allowed to drink. Hubby dabbed wet cloth over my lips and keep fanning and wiping the sweat out of my forehead. I can feel the freezing coldness of the nurse’s hand who held me, they had lowered the air con to the minimum, but I was still feeling extremely hot. Can’t remember going through the same experience with raise body temperature the first time.

When it was time to push, I can actually feel the doc snipped my perineum and I can feel the stitch after that. I asked the doc to use vacuum (thinking that it might be an easy way for the baby to come out without me pushing. Naive!). Doc said that it’s not necessary as the baby’s head already crown, I just need two push then baby will be out. The midwife put her hands on my tummy to feel the contraction, with each contraction, I will have to push. During the process, I poo-ed, it was real embarrasing for me but I suppose it’s nothing unusual to the doc and the nurses, but in the midst of push and pain, I can still apologise for the mess. Baby did come out after 2 push but that process lasted 1/2 hour. All was over within the hour hubby arrived, and lucky baby waited for daddy to come before greeting the world. Can’t imagine doing it without hubby around. Baby was really a good boy, didn’t come earlier nor later.